The spot consciousness two personality — two opposition cost
On-the-spot consciousness two personality — two opposition cost: correct will be good and will do for spite; I am against everything. First is an automat, program, arranged on the type of main control program in a computer. It regulates our life and mutual relations with people. The second is its opposition is rebelling against rules and desire to go contrary to paternal will and society. To society, because parents and society at the years meet in consciousness of child. In the second personalities there is much pain, sense of loneliness, outcast, weaknesses and offense, enormous offense.
One woman, looking after how man of middle age one dances in the middle of, asked: «Probably, it is perfect, when a man does that likes HIM only? Preeminently then he is happy?» — «Yes, if he does it not from an evil or from offense on circumferential», - I answered to it.
So, on-the-spot consciousness Rules and Rebel (antirules, so to say) cost, which resist to each other. So they create the bipolar system — mind-ego. One time there are poles, so, tension appears and a current flows. Clear, that this «» is an usual cage which an output is not from.
They fight into us, and outside we see the exact reflection of this fight. How? When you see how someone resists you, contests with you, when you see how people fight with each other, is all the reflection of your internal fight. External in exactness Equally Internal. Governed and Rebel led away a fight with each other and by a self-assertion, and we name it «life»,
«Governed» and «rebel» cover nature — Light. As to Light mother, religion, public moral and, will add, added by mixing the state sense «you — bad initially», Light grew dark.
You will not be able to pass to nature, while does not realize all this theater.
Somehow in one of sessions of Dialog of Voices I sat in clean, which, appearing, said that it «I governed — bad». «Once in babyhood he decided that he is bad, turned over, and I» appeared, - this part said.
«All, that he does, I present him bad. All, what he looks at, I present him bad, suggest him suspicion, that here something not so. When he talks with someone, I go out, get up before his eyes, and he sees that a man perceives him as bad. Actually he sees me — the idea "I - bad".
I occupy all his creature, accompany every his idea. If the least idea appears, appear and I. I am gas which he breathes. Guilt, shame, offense used by me, that he felt that he is bad. I will go away, when he the bowl to the bottom. One time he chosen to be bad, so, must drain this bowl to the bottom. As soon as it will happen, he will turn over».